It's been a long while for me, and this was only about 30 minutes of work which many would say is harldy enough revising, but I was just feeling a little inspired I suppose.
My grateful debt
Suddenly beside myself
I find myself outside myself.
For he sits and he grins and I know I can’t win.
I have discovered the whole of me
And it expands with his mystery.
As he grows I know that I can’t keep his soul,
But I have not mine without him.
I’ve somehow been rendered helpless.
When a moment without him I’m restless,
And he rules each breath and each whim.
I cannot desire more joy and more life
And would give mine to him if that were the price
As I ponder his childhood’s short place in my arms
I am indebted to God for his place in my heart.
-Shalie Chapman